preStartJournalEntry202307121636.txt = = = = - = - = = = = = = = = = = = = = = - = = = = - = = = = = ! ok, ......here i am and i have mild creeping anxiety or what is wrongly incorrectly calledd anxiety though yeah ive never done illicit needles concious (meaning someone has jabbed me in my sleep when i was at highschool (the years of)) though yeah i need to find out what is the 3rd anethsetic not local and not general though yeah like the periodic table just mal or diseducate-ing. 428pm @ the library and i still need to give that particular staff woman that 60cent$ even thoughi donatedd the 64cent$ on the ANZ online banking. 438pm this "anxiety" is b$ i hate it it coonsumes me it makes life horrible lucky its not full blown anxiety though its still creeping past onset so yeah my complaints not of others exprience.?xzystance... ill finish here and save this txt file and finish this with an OCD'd TIME STAMP , ... .....; OCD'd TIME STAMP: Wednesday 2023 07 12 1640 | | | |