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Here i am finally after missioning into the city earlier though yeah unfortuneately i still got mild anxiety or that what is wrongfully diagnosedd as ANXIETY as it is something else that is causesdd from the depot psychiatric injections i got last one in May 2018 and is still defruiting me to this day and i have to score every second thrid day a fourth and it attacks again though yeah at least here i am typeing trying to distract myself from the this nervousa anxiety bs that previously was termedd: WATER DIFISSIONAL ANXIETY and the cause of DYSKINESIA and the horrible terrible feeling that i may only paralell with the condition and exprience that methadone relievves on from though i dont do needles and dont think knowlingly have i ever had smack heroin though yeah the every second 3rd 4th day antidote i beleive is the 3rd aenestetic however it is spelt..

Anyway ill leave it there as i plannedd to type up a 20 or so pages from my pocket diary journal thing and make the content into another TRANSCRIBE-MATERIAL text file though yeah ill do that soon hopefully in this one library session.


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Saturday 2:28pm May 20th 2023 | | | |